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I didn't think that such a random spurt of interest could have left me along such a long rabbit trail. It never occurred to me, at least at the time, how strangely all the information that I could have wanted, that I could have NEEDED was given to me on a silver platter. So many different possibilities, so many different fragments, so many different lines of thought. The trouble wasn't experiencing and learning it, the problem was expressing it. All of the information, so intensely poured into me, like an infinite puzzle where the image is only a flurry of white noise and interference.

Have you ever thought about division? Its pretty mundane actually, almost idiotic. Trying to run along the concept of taking something large, something hard to comprehend and attempting to break it down into smaller, "easier to manage" pieces. You don't necessarily change the original value, just how you look at it, how you present it, how you store it. It's essentially a very human idea, taking the unfathomable and trying to break it down so it makes sense to you all.

Believe it or not, many of the grand equations you perceive as laws of the universe follow the same nonsensical rules. We operate in theory, using letters and symbols that mean little more than gibberish to try and claim we understand the unfathomable. Please. The only way to understand the unfathomable is to experience it. And lets face it, no one could undergo such massive quantities of insanity and god-logic and remain the same, mentally, physically, spiritually. Understanding the grand chaos of the universe? Might as well record a few symbols on a piece of paper, that'll teach em to be unknowable.

I say this, but what's to say it doesn't? To an extent, isn't it the repetition and belief in a ritual what makes it work? Doesn't matter how you cut it, the lies become real when they're repeated as truth till the delusions take on a life of their own. The truth became fractured, split apart, and the truth no longer remains. It takes a hunt to rejoin them, a search for the truth, and only those accepting the insanity of the chaos see the pieces as a whole.